It's been interesting working on this Elizabeth Zimmerman pattern. Being such a young knitter, so unsteady on my needles, I have liked a pattern to tell me exactly what to do, every row, each stitch. I've relied more on the detailed instructions than on an understanding of the big picture. So, for that reason, this EZ pattern
initially threw me off a bit. 
She writes as though I know what I'm doing! After fighting against her method, trying to count how may stitches each row would have and writing it all out, I got hopelessly tangled in a mess of numbers. "Fine," I said, "We'll do it your way." I relaxed. I trusted her. Mostly I trusted myself. There's something about having someone trust in you (even a pattern maker you've never met) that somehow makes you more capable. I found this project so much more enjoyable because I wasn't bogged down in the minutia. And in the end, it changed the sort of knitter I am. I started trusting myself more and being less afraid to experiment. It seems to have opened up a whole new world of things I didn't know I could do!

The only unfortunate thing is that my baby girl is growing so fast that her growing outpaced my sporadic knitting! I picked up the sweater project and worked on it in little snatches of time here and there and before I knew it, she was much larger than the sweater!

Luckily, I have quite a few dear friends who are having babies soon, so this sweater shouldn't have any trouble finding a new home. And it will give me the chance to make another one! The funny thing about knitting is that I'm finding I like the process just as much as the end product. So, I never particularly mind if I have to unravel and redo something or even start a project over entirely. It just means more meditative time at the needles.

Here's the sweater with the little fishy buttons I got to go with it. Nice and gender neutral so it can go to a little boy or girl. I thought, at first, that it would be hard to give away something I'd put so much time into, but there's something about knitting that makes the whole process, not just the benchmarks of completed projects, feel like a continual project in and of itself. So, it's not so much letting go of an individual piece, but rather weaving a friend into your larger project. And the more pieces you give away, the more people you connect to yourself, or weave into your personal "project." So yes, this little sweater will find a good home.
